Wellllllll, poop.
9 months later, there've been some developments. No digestive issues (as the title might suggest). Different kind of poop... First, the good news! I've had months and months without a real descent into the abyss. Dark days, sure, but as I've described to people, it's as if there's been a safety net inside of me. I can FEEL when conditions are ripe for me to go down the tubes - a day where someone says the wrong thing, or circumstances are such that I would normally tank. I fall from the high-wire, but before I splat - something catches me. It just won't let me go all the way down. And that's a strange thing?! Like something outside your control has latched onto you and is holding you suspended above the chasm. Thanks Spiderman!!! It hadn't been without a cost. I do seem to have lost access to my tears for the most part. I'll squeeze one out here or there, but as a sensitive person, I'm used to shedding tears maybe a couple times a week in ways t...