3 Months Finished
I had said I would give the brain pills 3 months. Finished my 3rd bottle today. One of my main concerns for anti-depressants is that they would "level me out." That I would lose not only my lows, but also my highs. Who wants to lose their highs? (Now my wife might laugh at this - saying, "what highs"?) We joke that an 8 out of 10 is about as good as I ever am. So historically Mandy just counts my 8 AS a 10. I guess I get graded on my own emotional curve?! She is a teacher. But truly, I haven't seen any change in my "highs" in these 3 months. I'm about as happy as ever - which is good news! (I think I feared the pills might artificially keep me in some state of "unreality" - some babbling, smiling automaton infected by The Joker's numbing gas.) And regarding my lows after these 3 months, I must say - it's working. Not to say I'm never down. I've had plenty of my normal triggers and opportunities to slide downward. In fact...